One month, one goal


At the beginning of this month, and year, I wrote about some goals that Mistress Fiona and I have agreed upon for me to attempt to achieve in 2018. One of those goals was:

  • Achieve an average daily views count of 500 on this blog

To achieve this I have increased my presence on Tumblr as much as I can and have been trying to post more regularly on this blog. I suppose “regularly” isn’t the right word as some weeks I can post more than others but I think I’ve written more content this month then I possibly have before.

The news so far is good if not great, the average daily views this year is 596.44 which is pretty good considering 2017’s average was 234.28! Other interesting facts are that I’ve already matched half of the views that I got in 2015, which was my worst year since I started this blog, and have had my best day ever on 11th of January when I got 1241 views!

So thank you to everyone who has been reading and reblogging my posts on Tumblr, it really is helping me reach this goal and I am very grateful, please continue!

Now to another more interesting, for you I think, goal that I was set:

  • Submit to a permanent body modification of my (Mistresses) choosing

I actually successfully completed this one within a day of the year starting although I can’t claim too much credit for it because all I really did was lie there.

Some time ago I saw a picture of a girl who’d had her nipples, well around her nipples really, tattooed the same colour as her areola so that they looked like hearts, this is the picture on Mistresses original “Goals” post. She really liked it and so did I and we both thought it would look good on me.

My nipples are only quite small, possibly because my boobs are only quite small, and not very dark. According to a tattoo artist who we approached about this idea, those are all good because he can blend the colour over the edge of the areola so that it isn’t visible and it all looks like one solid shape. I don’t really know anything about tattoos but it sounds plausible that this would prevent a defined line between the natural edge of my nipple and the new one.

When we discussed and agreed on my goals this immediately came to mind but I didn’t mention it because the goal isn’t for me to get a body modification of my own choosing, it is one that Mistress decides upon. Fortunately, and excitingly for me, great minds think alike and this is what Mistress wanted to get done too.

I have had a tattoo before, many years ago, and I also had that tattoo removed. My advice is do not get a tattoo unless you are sure you definitely want it. The removal was more painful, time-consuming and expensive than having it done in the first place, it took several sessions of laser treatment as well as several years of fading for it to be completely gone.

Anyway we managed to get an appointment for it to be done on New Years Day, the tattoo artist is a friend of a “friend” of Mistresses, honestly she has so many connections all over the place I’m a little suspicious that she is some kind of underworld boss!

Even though it has happened more times than I can possibly count it’s always a little weird getting my boobs out in front of a complete stranger but he was very professional and left me and Mistress in the room while she undressed me from the waist up. She did it in quite a sensual way and my cheeks were a little flushed when he returned and started to prepare things.

I had to stand up whilst he drew the hearts around my nipples freehand which was a really bizarre experience, I think it was so that they would be even and look right when I am standing naked. After a few corrections, some of which were prompted by Mistress after she had closely examined me, everyone was happy. He did ask me if I was happy with the placement but Mistress answered for me and he accepted that, I think he knew some of the dynamic of our relationship. I have to admit it made me even hornier (and wetter) the way she was completely in control of how the end result of my breast modification would look.

It was painful but a manageable pain and Mistress held my hand and stroked my hair the whole time which was very sweet. The guy was also very professional, despite having to manhandle my breasts whilst tattooing them he apologised for having to do so and showed complete concentration on the task at hand throughout.

I was half expecting to have to pay for the tattoos with my mouth and/or other holes but no, he took pounds sterling and gave me plenty of advice (and some cream) on how to care for my new nipples.

Any of you who have tattoos will know the healing process is a little arduous and having them on your nipples is not ideal, the peeling and itching stage was very irritating in particular. During the healing the colour changed quite drastically and I was quite concerned that they would look ridiculous but as they healed up the colour ended up matching perfectly, as you can see in the picture it really just looks like my nipples are heart-shaped and I am so happy with how it came out, as is Mistress.

In other news Mistress and I have been talking and we would really like to visit a BDSM club/event some time in the near future. Our concerns about visiting such a place anywhere near where we live still exist though so we came to the decision to visit one in Europe somewhere.

It needs to be in a city with an airport and be an event or club that allows at least top half nudity but preferably full nudity and has areas where customers can watch and perform scenes. If anyone knows of such a place I’d be grateful if you could let me know and thank you to the people who replied to this request on Tumblr.

Finally, while this modification does satisfy my 2018 goal it is not the only mod that Mistress has planned for this year. For a start she wants to get my septum pierced and have a retainer put in it that is hidden so that she can put a leash or jewellery through it whenever she wants to which is something I do really like the idea of also.

There are no other plans that I am aware of but that doesn’t mean there aren’t any, Mistress has a fetish for modifying a sub’s body and I have a fetish for having my body modified to another persons specifications so who knows where that combination will take us!