Sorry I’ve not written in a little while, it’s been a busy time and it will likely be this way, periods of consistent writing and then gaps when I get busy at work or with Mistress. It’s better than nothing though right?
I have though finally managed to finish a story I’ve been thinking about for a while. It’s actually a sequel to a story I wrote years ago called “The Geek Slave” (terrible title I know!) and pretty much carries on from the cliffhanger that I intentionally left on that story.
Head over to The Fet Library to read the story and don’t forget to let me know what you think of it in the comments. You could also check out some of the other content from the other great authors that have content there.
There is something that I have eluded to before on this blog but have never really talked about in detail and I feel like it is time to be open about it.
For years, since before I was with Fiona or even some of the other partners I’ve talked about, there has been a guy on and off in my life. I’ve spent many hours playing with him and he has brought me a great deal of enjoyment and pleasure, he’s even helped me feel better when I’ve been at some of my lowest moments, he gives me a guilty spark.
His name is John and he’s kind of a strong and silent type but is also very funny in a dry sort of way and has a presence about him that you could only call powerful and dominant, it’s definitely his personality that attracts me to him, well that and his deep and powerful voice. When we play together I feel excitement, exhilaration and despite some extremely frustrating moments there is always satisfaction in the end and I’m left wanting more.
Fiona doesn’t see the attraction at all and has sometimes limited my contact with him but she knows how much it means to me and in the end always allows me time with him, especially when I am stressed or need to let off some steam and just be “normal”.
For most of the time I’ve known him we haven’t played alone, he has a partner that used to play with us too but a few years ago she went her own way and I’m not sure what is going on with them now. Apparently they are getting together again later in the year so we’ll have to see where that goes but it’s not looking promising. I always thought they really cared for each other, she was always in his head but she often seemed blue and then the last few times we played she seemed to have gone a bit power mad and as far as I know they haven’t seen each other much since then.
Instead he started to bring a few other friends to our play sessions, another guy called Fred and then there are Linda and Kelly but John is always the one in charge and most of the time they do their own thing and it’s just me and John playing together. I wasn’t sure about it at first but enjoyed those sessions a lot although I definitely miss the days when it was just me, John, her and our Covenant.
The reason I am talking about this now is that I haven’t had any new sessions with John for a more than 117 days, more than 343 in fact. We were supposed to get together at the end of last year but because of covid that didn’t happen and instead it’s going to be around November time this year and I am very excited for it, apparently he has a new version of her in the picture. Mistress has allowed me a few days to just dive in and really invest some time in seeing how things are after all this time.
I don’t mind so much if Blue Team are along for the ride, but I’d really love to see John and Cortana reunited, fingers crossed!
I started writing a different post but I got half way through and then got distracted for a couple of days I now I’m finding it difficult to get back into it so I’m just going to tell you about an embarrassing experience I had a while ago, before lockdown.
It was about six month after I’d got married and I’d arranged to go for a meal with my sister. For those of you that don’t know my sister became aware of my lifestyle with Fiona and subsequently began to explore her own Dominant feelings with some guidance from my Mistress and a the time was seeing a submissive guy but that’s not relevant to this story.
I had got ready and my sister had arrived to pick me up and was waiting in the taxi, I was saying goodbye to Miss when she got a glint in her eye then disappeared and reappeared ordering me to lean over the arm of the sofa. I was wearing a little black dress and full underwear, Mistress lifted my dress up, pushed the crotch of my underwear aside and pushed something into my embarrassingly but predictably wet pussy before replacing my underwear and standing me back up.
Turning to look at her I rolled my eyes (yes I know..!) and as she went to kiss me she jerked my head back by my hair until it was hurting my neck and scalp then kissed me with enough passion to make my knees weak and then whispered “Don’t roll your eyes at me sweety” before turning and walking upstairs.
I was pretty sure I knew what she’d put in me, I could feel the tail of the lush vibe protruding from my hole as I walked to the taxi and got in. Strangely enough though by the time we reached the restaurant I had almost forgotten that while Mistress wasn’t physically with me, she’d manage to retain physical control of my pussy!
It wasn’t until about half way through the main course that I began to feel the stirrings of sensation inside me, it was only very light and subtle but I am very attuned to such feelings given that I had, and still have, been edged almost every day of my married life.
The vibrations grew extremely slowly to the point that I didn’t really notice them getting stronger but every so often I would realise that my arousal had moved up a notch on the horny-o-meter! About half an hour after I’d first felt something my sister noticed.
I’d become fidgety, uncrossing and re-crossing my legs, my breathing was slightly heavier and I could feel my cheeks pinking. She said “Are you ok? You look flushed”, I looked at her and my subconscious completely betrayed me by turning my cheeks bright red and telling my teeth to bite my lip. The realisation on my sister’s face as her eyes went wide and she said “OH MY GOD!” was mortifying!
I couldn’t say anything, partially through embarrassment and partially because it’s hard to form coherent thoughts when you’re being brought close to orgasm in the middle of a restaurant, as she pulled out her phone and started texting.
I didn’t know at the time and I can’t remember the exact messages put I read it later and the conversation went something like this:
Sister: Are you making Lois cum when she’s out for dinner with me?!
Fiona: mmhmm
Sister: wtf?
Fiona: {shugging emoji}
Sister: Get it over with so we can have a normal conversation!
Fiona: ok but film her and send it to me, I’m bored
Sister: {rolling eyes emoji}
…
Sister: {video attachment}
Fiona: ty {smiley emoji} Enjoy your night x
I realised what was happening when I saw her clearly filming me and the vibrations start to pulse and I buried my face in my hands and said, I remember this clear, “oh my god as if!”. I had been intending excusing myself to go to the bathroom, compose myself and cum if that’s what Mistress wanted but it was now clear she had other plans and I bit down on my knuckle as the sensations overwhelmed my ability to keep my orgasm at bay and I focused all of my attention on keeping silent as my body tensed up and I squeezed my legs and my eyes together..
It wasn’t a great orgasm, when every fibre of your being is trying not to do it it kind of feels a bit like a ruined orgasm where you cum but you don’t really get the release or the pleasure from it. After twenty seconds after I came the vibrations stopped (to the day I have no idea how she knew I’d cum) and about thirty seconds after that I looked up at my sister who was just looking at me with a smirk on her face. I said “I need the loo” and she just looked disapprovingly at me and said “mmhmm”.
I returned to the table five minutes later, feeling extremely horny, still flushed but a lot more composed, also having text Fi to thank her for my orgasm. My sister and I didn’t talk about it, we just carried on as if it hadn’t happened, I still have no idea what her thoughts were about watching her sister orgasm, it sure as hell was weird and humiliating for me!
When I got home several hours later I had amazing sex with Mistress and this time the orgasm was mind blowing.
I just wanted to post a note to say that my blog is still here, just not at the painslutlois.com address anymore.
Unfortunately while I was away with work the domain expired and someone managed to purchase (aka steal!) it before I could get it renewed and I’ve been unable to acquire it back, consequently the blog is back on it’s original address of https://secretsubslut.wordpress.com/.
Whilst I’ve not been posting updates on here for some time (I don’t really know what to write anymore without just rehashing things I’ve written about before) I am still working on my Fet Library site and improvements and new features are always getting added, for instance I am testing a direct messaging feature on there as of yesterday.
Please come and check out the site, add stories if you have them, read and review stories and share the link everywhere you go!
I hope you are all keeping safe at this very worrying time in the world and using the time indoors wisely by exploring all sorts of new kinks!
It’s nearly the end of the year, can you believe that? The end of the year I got married no less! It’s been probably my best one yet, Miss Fiona and I are very happy and loving our new life together. The house is pretty much done to our liking, including that naughty little room below the ground which we’ve spent many a memorable night, and day, in.
Thank you for all the nice messages and good wishes you sent around the wedding, I really loved reading them and replied to as many as I could. I am still about, mostly on FetLife and do get round to replying to messages eventually but my priority these days is my job, my home and my wife(slash Mistress!).
If you miss reading about my sub life then you might find these other blogs worth checking out:
MLSlavePuppet (https://mlslavepuppet.com/) I’ve been in touch with her on and off for a while and I really enjoy reading about her burgeoning relationship with her Mistress (also named Lois). She posts often and gets up to some really fun looking things.
StudentSlave (https://studentslave.wordpress.com/) She is very new to the scene and has just started at university where she has made plans to expand her BDSM horizons. It will be interesting to see where it goes.
I hope you are all well and enjoying your own kinky lives as much as I am and if I don’t speak to you have a wonderfully, lovely and kinky Christmas!
Hey everyone, Happy New Year, I hope you had a great time on New Years Eve and are looking forward to 2019, I certainly am! I’m getting married this year, how weird is that?!
Anyway, whilst I do intend to post here more often then I have been, starting with an update on my 2018 goals (spoiler alert, I didn’t complete them all!) this isn’t that post. This post is about helping someone I know get in touch with the type of people who might read my blog.
The girl in question has been reading my blog and been in contact with me for over six years, I have met her in person on a couple of occasions and can confirm that she is a real, sweet, beautiful woman. However, for various reasons she has zero online presence on non-Vanilla sites, she is the ultimate “lurker” (Sorry hun!) which makes it very difficult for her to get in touch with people to do what she has decided to do.
What is that you may ask. Well she is looking for an online only Dom or Domme to give her tasks to complete, control aspects of her life and generally have some kinky fun with but in a very anonymous way, quite similar to what I used to do through this blog and with various people over the years.
There are a few caveats but the main ones are that she will not share any information about her identity, she is restricted somewhat by her home life and will not share any pictures of herself. She wants to feel controlled and likes the idea of a contract being involved (written by you) and has assured me she is willing to go quite far within the limits that get set in the contract.
If you would be interested in such an arrangement then please leave a comment on this post making sure you are either logged into a wordpress account off that you enter your email address when commenting and I will pass your address on to her so that she can share more detail about herself and what she is looking for and see if you are compatible.
Thanks for reading and check back soon for an update from me xx
I hope all my readers have a wonderful Christmas xxx
I will be at my mothers for Christmas Day with my beautiful Mistress Fiona who promises to make sure I’m incredible uncomfortable and wriggly throughout Christmas dinner, I can’t wait!
Wow, ten years, that’s a long time. Admittedly a lot of that time the blog has been dormant waiting for me to come back and pick up where I left off but still, it feels like an achievement!
The reason I have been away this time is because things were getting bad with my health again, work was getting extremely stressful, plus we have been renovating the new house, organising our wedding, my mother has been ill and something had to give which ended up being my online presence.
That’s not to say this isn’t important to me, my readers and the people I talk to online, you really are but probably less important than all of the things listed above, sorry! I have some things to write about and I’ll be getting on that as soon as I can.
I’m so out of practice writing that I feel like this is going to end up being a terrible post, which isn’t great for my first one in a while so I’ll apologise now and get it out of the way, sorry!
Tons has happened since I last wrote properly which was July I think, that’s probably why the stats on here are so bad! I went on holiday, I decided to build an erotic fiction website, we moved into the new house, we set a date for the wedding and booked a venue….it’s a lot, I’ve been busy so maybe you’ll forgive the hiatus from posting.
As per the first paragraph… This was intended to be one big post starting with all the “boring” stuff of what I’ve been up to whilst I’ve not been posting and then going on to talk about all the fun stuff we got up to on holiday. However I’m struggling to write the second part and effectively express it so I’m going to post this part and then next week you’ll get the juices sexy stuff.
So yeah, we finally completed on the sale of Mistresses house and the purchase of our new home together. Despite my being a solicitor it has been quite a prolonged and stressful thing and I’m so glad it is over and we’re finally in.
The house is a mess though, we knew it needed work but somewhere in between deciding to buy the place and moving in we seemed to forget how much work it really needed. So far we’ve had two rooms decorated though, the lounge and our bedroom and they both look gorgeous. We’ve had someone come in a look at making the basement into a proper liveable room and that plan is on the back burner for the moment, it’s going to be a huge job just to get it to a point that we can begin making it into a dungeon, the toys will have to stay in the toy chest for the time being.
The other news, we went to see a venue for the wedding and we both absolutely fell in love with it so we have booked it. It’s an outdoor venue which is a risk with the weather in the UK but it’s too beautiful a place not to do it there. We’ll be getting married in June 2019, which means we have a ton of stuff to organise before then. We started putting a guest list together and it’s already out of hand!
Amidst all of this I decided to set up a new website! Mistress said I was crazy to even attempt this but when, whilst on holiday, I discovered that a website that I frequented since I got into the bdsm scene has fallen into abandonment I was upset enough at it’s loss to want to do something about it. At first I tried to contact the owner of the site to see if they wanted to sell the site to me but, like everyone else who tried, I got no response. Then I tried posting in the forums and like I mentioned before that got me a lifetime ban so I gave up on that idea.
Instead, whilst still in Portugal, I registered www.thefetlibrary.com and got to work when I got home. I learn some basic web coding skills a long time ago but they were rustier than my first pair of handcuffs so I had to watch some training videos and stumble my way through making the basic site. Eventually I recruited my sister’s boyfriend who is a professional software developer and he helped write some of the more complex stuff and later, fix all the mistakes I made that caused the site to come down last weekend!
So the site is up and people are using it, go and enjoy the content and see what you think. There is a forum there now too which I’m hoping people will use www.thefetlibrary.cafe and will grow into a thriving bdsm community. If you haven’t taken a look please do so, read stories, sign up to the forums and join the conversations or start one, post the link to the library wherever you can and get the word out. Thank you.
I promise next weeks post will be worth the read x
I know I’ve banged on about this a lot and not provided any real content on here since before I went on holiday but that will change soon I promise. That’s because after a ton of work over the last three weeks the site is finally live!
As of today the site is officially out of testing and is accepting new users and hopefully, new authors!
If you have written any fetish fiction then please sign up and upload it tot he site. If you know anyone who is an author send them a link. If you have a blog, are active on a forum or on twitter then please share the link as far and wide as you can.
For those of you that just want to hear about my crazy life I will be posting very soon about some of the antics that we got up to on holiday including how we (mainly Miss) thoroughly corrupted another couple that we met in a bar!
Learning from my mistakes 