Change of plans

Yesterday was not a good day, I don’t really want to go into the main reason why but there were various things that all seemed to get the better of me at once! I swayed between furious and on the verge of tears for several hours and by the time I got home I was physically and mentally exhausted.

Fortunately Mistress dropped everything (called in sick) and came round, She listened to me, held me and then dominated me. It felt really good to just let it all go and just be Her sub and nothing more. Wearing only my collar I bathed Her, I fed Her, I massaged Her, I basically did whatever She told me to do and I didn’t think about any of it, I just did it, it was amazing and just what I needed. Eventually She put me to bed in my cage at the bottom of my bed (which She slept in) and I slept better than I have in a long time, I was totally content.Β  This morning I felt much better.

One of the things we did agree on last night is that I will no longer be serving as the “toilet attendant” at the party tomorrow night.Β  I’m not entirely sure what my role will be at this point but I am still going and I doubt I will just be another guest, we will see.

Sorry if this turn of events disappoints anyone but I will still let you know what we get up to.

4 thoughts on “Change of plans

  1. whynot

    While I only started reading your blog a couple of weeks ago, I certainly hope you are working on a huge post detailing all the lovely kinkiness that went down at this party you attended. I enjoy reading about your exploits :). It’s nice to know that people can get as serious as you do in BDSM, while still maintaining a professional career. Kind of makes you wonder what your co-workers at the office do when they get home…

    • Onohara

      In my experience a *lot* of the people in BDSM live pretty normal lives (often including professional careers) outside the home. We usually know not to wear PVC or leather or posture collars all of the time πŸ™‚ and how to interact with the vanilla world without freaking people out (or tipping them off…)

      You need to be more ambitious. Don’t just think of what people do when they get home – imagine what they’re wearing (or have strapped in) underneath their nice clothing. It makes being out and about town a lot more entertaining! πŸ™‚

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