Sleep over

Kayleigh arrived late at about twenty past seven by which time I had easily been wearing my plug for over four hours so I didn’t have to worry about that.  I’d put on a bit of an outfit for her, thigh high stocking and some nice stiletto heals, a little grey micro mini skirt and one of my suit jackets that matched the skirt. There was nothing on underneath the jacket and it was just done up with one button. It was basically a slutty version of what I wear to work!

Anyway, I opened the door as she walked up the path an straight into the house, as she went passed she pulled the back of my skirt a little to check I was wearing the plug and then carried on into the front room.  I closed the door and followed her in, she went and sat on the sofa and I stopped in the doorway to give her chance to see my outfit, she looked at me and span her finger around in the air so I gave her a twirl, she just grinned and said “You’re such a slut! Come here”. I walked over to her and she pointed at the floor so I kneeled next to her knees.

She had been at work late and hadn’t eaten so she had got some chips on her way over, I took them into the kitchen and put them on a plate then returned and placed them gently on her knee and handed her a glass of wine (none for me) and then knelt beside her again.

We watched some TV while she ate her chips, occasionally she would move a chip to the edge of the plate nearest me indicating I could take it, I had already eaten but I love chips so I ate them happily, I only got about four though. She also let me sip her wine a couple of times.

Once she finished her food she moved the plate, laid my head on her lap and stroked my hair while she spoke to me. She asked me if I still felt the way I had described the other day at the coffee shop and I told that I did. She said that she was very pleased to hear that and that she has been thinking about us a lot since then.

I listen intently as she says that she has decided she would like to make the vanilla side of our relationship public knowledge, that she would like to meet my friends as my girlfriend and have more involvement in my day to day life rather than just our BDSM relationship.

I try to interrupt her to tell her that I am not really “out” as a none heterosexual but she puts a finger on my lips so I shut up.  She goes on to tell me that she knows I am “in the closet” but she feels that it isn’t good for me to live like that and that she wants to help me “come out” in a nice gentle way that won’t scare my friends or family away.  My heart skips a beat when she mentions my family! How can I tell my mother that I’m dating a girl!?

She hasn’t finished yet though, she goes on to tell me that she is happy to keep the full nature of our relationship private but that she reserves the right to reveal it to people who she feels will not have any baring on my “normal” life. She goes on to tell me that in private I should behave appropriately for a sub and that tonight has been a good example of how I should act.  She tells me that in return she will look after my needs but only after her own and that she expects complete obedience from me.

At this point my pussy is wet and my stomach is doing somersaults! All the stuff about being like a proper sub and her looking after my needs and things makes me really happy. The stuff about telling my friends and family that I have a girlfriend scares the crap out of me! I decide to keep that to myself for the time being as this doesn’t really feel like the time to discuss it! Its more of a her talking and me listening scenario!

She asks me if I understand and I just look up at her and nod. She says “Good, go and get a cane”.

Off I go to my room to get the cane from my toy chest. On my way back I hear her in the bathroom so I go into the lounge, kneel on the floor with my knees spread and hold the cane up on my open palms. What a good little sub I am!

When she comes back she has got changed, she is wearing a proper Dome outfit! If you could picture a stereotypical Dominatrix outfit, that’s what she looks like! I love it. Black PVC mini dress, matching knee high boots and I can just see a black leather thong underneath. She’s finished it off perfectly with black gloves that go up her arms and some wickedly high heals.

She does a little twirl mimicking my own from early and my face breaks out into a big grin of approval. She saunters over to me and takes the cane from my hands, I go to move my hands behind my back but she tells me to leave them where they are so I do. She walks around me and I can feel her eyes all over my body, I’m already so wet!

When she moved back in front of me she tells me to keep very still and then I watch her taking aim on the palms of my hands. I know its going to hurt but she brings the cane down with such force that I can’t help but screw them into fists as the searing pain runs through them and tears well in my eyes. I like pain but there are certain areas of my body where I like it more than others, my feet and hands are probably where I like it least.

She tells me to put my hands back out and slowly I do but they are shaking in pain and anticipation of another blow but instead she leans down and kisses each of my palms, her lips feel cool on my stinging hands, it feels nice.

She disappears behind me for  moment and then returns with some clamps, crouching in front of me I look into her beautiful eyes as she unbuttons my jacket and then pinches each nipple in turn attaching a clamp, they are hard clamps and they bite down brutally on my sensitive nipples but I try not to show it in my face.

She gets back up and tells me to “lean forward, head on the floor, hands behind your back” and I obey as quickly and elegantly as I can. My hands are still stinger as I cross my wrists at the small of my back, I believe this is called the Slavers Kiss position in the Gorean world.

She runs the cane over my ass, pulling my short skirt out of the way and tapping my cheeks softly a few times, running it up the middle, teasing me. I know what is coming isn’t going to be soft, the hit to the hands was a message reinforcing what the said the other day, she wants to leave some marks!

She tells me “Don’t make a sound” just before she the first blow strikes the middle of both my ass cheeks, I yelp and reach for my stinging ass! Its been a long time since I’ve had a really hard caning on my ass, Kayleigh’s are usually half as hard as this!  I’m only holding my ass a few seconds though because she hits the back of my hands with the cane, its not as hard as before but enough to make me move them!

“DON’T MOVE AND DON’T MAKE A SOUND!” she says, emphasizing her words by kicked my knees out a little wider, I get back my position and brace for the next one.  It comes only seconds later but it misses my ass and hits the top of my thighs instead which is completely unexpected and though I keep my position, only lifting my ass a little higher I can’t help letting out a little squeak before I can catch myself.

I hear her sigh and then I hear something drop to the floor right next to my head, I don’t dare move to look what it was but she kicks my foot and says “Put it on” so I look and find a red ball gag next to my head. I blush brightly, I actually feel ashamed that I couldn’t keep quiet and have to have a gag. I pick it up and push it into my mouth, struggling to buckle it up due to my position and my sore hands. She waits patiently until I am done and return to my position.

I can feel her very carefully positioning the cane before each of the next three blows, each one lands on a new spot and in my mind I can picture the five red lines running down my ass. I manage to keep more or less still for them and the gag helps to keep my quiet but by the end my ass is on fire. Normally after an ass caning my ass will just be sore all over. This time, either because of the spacing of the hits or the severity of them I can feel each individual stripe, stringing like crazy!

She takes a handful of my hair and pulls me back up onto my knees, I move my hands long enough to help myself up and then fold them behind me. She squats down again and looks at me saying “Are you OK?”, I nod and then am shocked when she slaps my face hard, tears well up as she looks directly into my eyes with her big beautiful blue ones and says “If I say to not make a sound, BE QUIET! OK?”. My nodding lets the tears run down my cheeks.

I don’t really know where the tears came from, shock more than anything I think, I really wasn’t expecting the slap! Also when she stared at me like that I felt really ashamed of myself for not being quiet when she said so. This is all a big change from what it has been like so far, yeah she has given me orders and “Domme’d” me but this just feels a lot more serious! That’s not to say I wasn’t enjoying it!

She wipes away my tears and smiles, then gives me a deep passionate kiss which I reciprocate enthusiastically until she pulls away and stands back up. She walks back behind me and then sits on the sofa and says “Don’t get up but come here”. As I turn I see her leather thong on the floor, she is sat on the sofa, legs spread, one foot up on the coffee table. As I move towards her on my knees I know what she wants, I gesture to remove the gag and she nods so I unbuckle it and drop it onto the floor before I reach her.

I don’t waste any time, as soon as I reach her my head goes under her short skirt, I can immediately feel the heat on my face as I reach my tongue out and run it up her wet slit, she tastes wonderful and I immediately begin sucking on her clit and playing my tongue over it.

I feel her take my hand and put a buzzing vibe into it then she grabs my hair and turns my head so I can hear her, “Make us cum together” she says and then leans back on the sofa. My tongue goes back to work on her as my other hand reaches between my legs pushing the vibe against my clit rather than inserting it.

I’m ready almost immediately but I keep my orgasm at bay until Kayleigh is moaning loudly, she reaches down grabbing my hair and pushed my face harder into her crotch and I press the vibe hard against my own, we both cum, her loudly, me into her pussy.

We lay there a little while, her laid back on the sofa and me with me cheek against her hot pussy while she strokes my hair, the vibe is still buzzing away on the floor somewhere. After a while she tells me to go and clean myself up then to come back, naked and with my hair up, as I walk out she says “Leave the stockings on”.

When I reach the bathroom I can see Kayleigh’s juices glistening on my face and once I’ve removed my clothes I check and thighs are coated in my own. I use a cloth damp with warm water to clean my face and then my thighs and pussy. Then I reapply my makeup and lastly put my hair into a high pony tail before I head back to the front room wearing only my stockings.

The front room is empty but I find her in my bedroom, she is lying on the bed wearing the gift I had left there to give her later. I scowl at her because she wasn’t supposed to find it yet but she looks gorgeous in it so I can’t help but grin. She mouths “Thank you” and then pats the bed next to her bringing a huge grin to my face. Before I get to the bed through she says, get  two pairs of handcuffs, some rope and your black henna.

I can feel her watching me as I retrieve the items from the chest in my wardrobe, I’m willing her not to ask for a look as I’m not ready to reveal the complete extent of my kinks to her yet (I know Manc, I don’t know why when she already knows the worst stuff!) but she doesn’t ask, she just waits for me to return to the bed with the items. I lay them next to her and she motions for me to get on my front which I do, wincing a little as the clamps dig into my breasts.

She is very gentle as she locks my wrists into the handcuffs and then locks my ankles into the second pair. Then she takes a piece of the rope and ties it to the wrist cuffs before wrapping it around the bars of the headboard, pulling it tight and tying it off. She does the same with the ankle cuffs pulling until I move enough to be stretched out quite effectively and unable to move.

I can hear her getting the henna kit ready so I just lie still for fifteen minutes enjoying the feeling of being completely at her mercy. Eventually she climbs over my body, straddling me and sitting on my still sore ass, I can feel the heat of her pussy on my lower back.

She moves my pony tail out of the way and tells me to stay still, then she gets to work with the henna. She starts free hand on the back on my neck, at first I’m a little worried because it is a bit too much of a visible spot but I figure I can hide it by keeping my hair down so I’m not too worried.  Obviously I have no idea what she is putting on me but the very fact she is using the henna makes me so horny! I love having my body marked like this by someone else.

She spends a while on the neck part, it feels like she is doing writing and then she starts spreading it out going down my back, using some of the templates to make patterns but gong free hand a lot of the time.  She carries on down my back, right to the top of my ass which I assumes she avoids because there must be pretty bad welts there by now.

By the time she has finished I’m feeling completely relaxed, completely submissive and just wonderful really. She lays back down next to me and I stare into her eyes, she looks very pleased with herself and I smile back at her. We kiss very passionately and I just want to make love to her but I can’t move to do anything about it.

She gets up and I hear her in the bathroom for a little while, then she comes back and she has some lotion that she rubs into my ass. I can feel hand fingers running up and down over the striped welts and I can hear a smile in her voice when she says “you’re going to have these a while hun”, I smile too.

After we have been just lying there for quite a while, her stroking my hair and talking to me, me mainly listening and nodding, she releases the cuffs on my ankles and rolls one of my stockings down my leg. With it free she wraps it around my head, blindfolding me very effectively, then she unlocks the wrists cuffs and helps me to my feet.

I’m a bit disoriented as she leads me to the bathroom and then sits me on the side of the bath. She uses warm water from the shower and a soft sponge to wash the henna crust off my back and then dries me gently. I’m led carefully back to the bedroom and this time I’m laid on my back, still blindfolded, before the cuffs are reattached.

After a few minutes Kayleigh comes back and I feel a dildo press against my lips, I automatically open them and quickly realise it isn’t a dildo at all when the flat piece of rubbed presses against my lips. She lifts my head and I keep it there while she fastens the strap behind my head. I can tell which gag it is she has put on me, she has this amazing dildo gag with is basically a ball gag with a panel to cover the mouth and then a dildo sticking out of the front, it is a massively humiliating gag to wear!

Obviously I can’t see but I feel her climb onto the bed and sense her body lowering over my head. She wastes no time sliding onto the dildo and I feel it pushing against my mouth as she begins to fuck my “face cock”.

I try and thrust towards her as best I can as she bounces up and down, I can smell her pussy and feel drops of her juice splash my face but most of all I can hear her, she is definitely enjoying it! After about five, maybe ten minutes of her using my face I can tell she is about to cum and as she does she reaches behind and rips the clamps off my nipples without opening them.

The clamps have been on there for a good few hours by this point and I really wasn’t expecting them to come off just then. Anyone who has worn clamps  for a while will know why I screamed like crazy into the gag, which I guess was her plan because it must have sent mad vibrations through that gag and into her pussy!!

After about five minutes we had both calmed down a little and she climbed off me and disappeared. I just lay there, horny as hell hoping she would come back and give me a little of what she had just got.  A few minutes later she returned and unbuckled the gag, my jaw was aching as she pulling it out of my mouth but she just turned it round and pushed it back between my lips. I hungrily cleaned her juices off it before she put it to one side.

She climbed onto the bed again and began gentle rubbing my sore nipples, then taking them into her mouth and sucking on them gently, it felt wonderful and made me even hornier, eventually her hand slipped between my legs and she brought me to a gently but deeply satisfying orgasm.

After I had cleaned her fingers she whispered “bed time” in my ear. I lifted my body as best I could so she could pull the covers out from under me and then she laid them on top of me before climbing in beside me.

Fortunately I don’t move much in my sleep so the restraints didn’t bother me so much and I was able to sleep quite well. I heard her alarm go off in the morning and after a couple of snoozes she got out of bed and I heard the shower. Then she came back in and I heard the hair drier and then her doing her makeup.  I still couldn’t see because of the blindfold and when it went quiet for a while I thought she had left me like this.

Eventually I sensed her near me, she pulled the blindfold off and I squinted at the brightness in the room. She was dressed smartly for work, no trace of the Domme from last night remaining except in her eyes. She bent down and kissed me hard before she pulled the rope free that was holding my wrists above me, then she walked out of the room and thirty seconds later she left the house.

I managed to sit myself up and found the handcuff key on the bed side table, I freed my wrists and then my ankles. I was achy when I got up from not moving for so long. I was in the bathroom ten minutes before I remembered the henna.

With my back to the large mirror on the wall I used a hand mirror to see my back. First I checked my neck where it said “KAYLEIGH’S SLUT” in small careful lettering. Below it were curved lines that looked like vines running down my spine all the way to the crack of my ass, further vines spread out over my shoulder blades ending in some intricate flowers which she had used the templates for. The whole thing actually looks quite beautiful, I didn’t know she was such an artist.

I was working from home Friday so I had shower and got some breakfast, then sent a text to Kayleigh thanking her for last night and for the henna before I sat down to get on with my paper work.

So that’s the report of Thursday (19th April) night, hope you enjoy it, I certainly did! Its 13.10 now and I expect to get my instructions from Kayleigh soon as to where to go and what to wear. I have to say I’m quite nervous, as far as I am aware I’ve not laid eyes on these people before and god knows what they are going to want me to do, well I know of at least one thing I suppose!

Oh, I forgot to mention, I closed the poll on the birthday present. The top choices were:

  1. Nipple Rings with Connecting Chain
  2. Horizontal Clit Ring with tag saying “Kayleigh’s Slut”
  3. Inner Labia Rings

I will give Kayleigh these as my three options when I see her on Sunday. I have to be honest I think she will choose the tag with her name on it, that’s what I would choose I think, but she may surprise me, we will see!

13 thoughts on “Sleep over

      • "Mastered"

        You know, after reading your blog, I think she knows more than you think. I believe she will make you wear a chasity Belt and I am willing to bet she will hold the key to torment you. Curious, does she know you blog? If she does…she already knows of your chest then. Just sayin’! Happy for you slut!

        • Lois

          No she knows nothing of my blog and I have no plans to tell her about it in the near future. If she knew about the blog she’d already know everything!!

          • "Mastered"

            Exactly, that was my concern. Plus I am sure she would give you the beating of your life, but heck…you would love it right? Looking forward to hearing how you were abused at the favor you are doing for her slut. Enjoy it all. And yes, we all know what area is going to be used…lol and I am sure it will be a good hurt. Cum for us all slut. We will be watching and reading with anticipation.

  1. jeeprat

    Hi..Lois…… noon here and I have just read “sleep over” I am very glad things are working so well between you and Kayleigh, you write so well too.Looking forward to your weekend . I do think Kayleigh should know about this blog even though there is a risk that she might make you stop blogging ….and she should see all your toys. If you are going to give yourself to her completely you have to trust her, but make sure she totaly understands how much you have given to her and how much power she will have especially if she wants to start outing you . She has a great responsibly for your well being

  2. Onohara

    I told you: she might have been holding back for fear of scaring you off: 🙂 I’m really happy for you two. It sounds like a very promising relationship.

  3. Master Philip

    Slut, its time to ‘man’ up. Tell your Owner of your blog. It’s one thing to keep intimate secrets from her, but when the easy fuck-slut shares them with the REST of the world, it is disingenuous at best, disrespectful at the worse, to your Dominatrix (as well as to yourself).

    • Lois

      The whole point of the blog, from my point of view, is to have somewhere to express my feelings and get advice and get all of this stuff out that I can’t talk to with anyone about. That includes talking about Kayleigh so telling her about the blog, unless I could convince her not to read it, would be massively counter productive for me.

      As for everything else, it will come out in time and I’m not actively keeping anything from her, for instance the other day if she had asked to see in my toy chest then I would have let her. I just don’t feel the need to flood her with every little secret I have immediately.

      I understand your point though and that is why I struggle with when to reveal what information to her.

      Lo xx

  4. Jakec

    hi Lois…..have read your blog and the responses….i think you are right in what you are doing…getting the best feedback, advice and information you can then making informed decisions from it. It seems Kayleigh has only just declared her intentions to you which you are obviously very happy about and lots of us are happy for you too, so maybe not right now but soon you should consider telling her about it…up till now it was your choice but if you are going to go full on as a couple then i think no secrets is best.
    As a dom i admire all subs/slaves and the way you give yourselves to us freely and willingly and for that alone others should respect what you choose, give advice because thats what your asking for but your not theirs to admonish or speak disrespectfully to.
    I lok forward to your next blog


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