Waiting for tonight

I’ve been travelling a lot this week for work but today I am working from home. Kayleigh gave me instructions to wear a medium-sized anal plug for at least four hours a day every day this week and despite my travelling and working I have managed to stick to her orders. In fact as I sit here right now writing the post the plug is sat on the desk next to me waiting to be inserted, she is coming to see me tonight and she said she wants the plug in when she gets here. She is arrived at about seven so I will put the plug in at some point in the next half an hour meaning my four hours will be done by the time she arrives.

After I got home last night after a long day, I took a shower and pulled the one and half inch wide plug from my ass. As I stand and let the water run over my body I explore my rear hole with my fingers, I can push three fingers in without much effort! I know the plug has only just come out after five hours of wearing it but compared to a week before when it was tight on one finger it’s a big change.

Thank you to everyone who has voted on what piercings I should suggest to Kayleigh for my birthday present, I will give the top three from the poll to her as my three suggestions and she will choose her favourite and I will get that piercing a week today on my birthday. I’m not entirely sure when I will find out which one she has chosen, maybe not even until we get to the piercing studio, it’s very exciting!

Another thing that I kind of excited but quite nervous about is that this weekend, Saturday to be exact, I am going to see a couple who are Kayleigh’s friends. As you will know from my previous post my visit is to pay off a debt that Kayleigh feels she owes them although I still have no idea what for!

In fact the only information I do have is that it will be a man and woman, that I will be going to see them alone at their house and that they are in the BDSM scene. I’m guessing one is Dominant and one submissive but I don’t know which way round, although now I think about it Kayleigh said that he likes to do anal so I guess that would make him the Dom, unless she was being funny and he likes taking anal…who knows!

The excitement comes from the unknown I thing, I like the fact that I will be played with by two strangers even though I don’t know what will happen, in fact BECAUSE I don’t know what will happen. I know I will be safe because I trust Kayleigh and that is all the information I really need. Also, while these days I would always choose a relationship with a woman over a man, I do like some cock and it’s been a long time since I had any!! hehe

She mentioned the other day when we organised for her to come round tonight (did I mentioned she is sleeping here? she very rarely sleeps here) was that she wanted to leave some “marks” on me for her friends to see at the weekend. I’m a little unclear as to what she mean by “marks”, is it more henna like when she put “KAY’S SLUT” on my ass which has only just worn off or is it going to more like came marks or something else even?! I must confess I am quite eager to find out!

I was thinking of getting some things out of my toy chest and leaving them on the bed, but then I thought that might be a bit pushy when she hasn’t asked me to do it. I don’t really want her rooting around in my chest herself though, there are some odd things in there that might even frighten her off! Maybe I should sanitize it a little before she arrives. We’ll see if I have time.

.  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  butt plug inserted!

Just in time as well, I almost missed three o’clock and that would have meant I hadn’t done my four hours when she arrives at seven.  I was talking to some else about D/s relationships the other day, she was saying how she would never do things just because she was told to do them, especially if they were things she didn’t want to do. I think most people think it was strange that I had a little panic just now because I almost didn’t have the plug inserted in time, I know the girl I was talking to would probably say I’m crazy, but for some reason it just comes naturally, I naturally want to obey orders that I am given, that feeling is multiplied when they come from somebody I really care about!

I guess it is proof, if any were needed, that my submissiveness runs right to the core of my being, that is why even when my emotions and my feelings and even common sense says not to do something I still feel compelled to do it because of an order I’ve been given.

Whoa, this is getting a bit deep, my mind is going off on one! This is what happens when you bottle it all up inside and can’t tell any of your friends what you are really thinking and feeling!  I really wish I had friends that I could trust enough to talk to freely about this stuff.  I think I’ll leave that train of thought there before I start to feel sorry for myself!

In fact I don’t think I can think of anything else to say right now so I think I’ll end this post here, I’m sure I’ll have more interesting things to talk about tomorrow! At least I hope I will!

Oh, and for those of you who made it this far down the ranting, the picture at the top is not me! The reason for it that I set up the blog to use this cool swipy theme when viewed on the iPad and if you add a picture to the post it makes it sort of the cover for that post, get an iPad and look at it, you’ll see what I mean!